Worst day in a while. I’m surrounded by all these nice things my mom has given me since the time she let me move in with her which turned my life around a whole 180. God bless her soul, i love jer to death. But im still just unhappy. All the time. Im sick of being surrounded by all these pretty girls & leaving me insecure as fuck. Not to mention the fact that im never good enough for guys. Being single for almost 2 years really takes a toll on my self confidence.. Makes me think theres something wrong with me. Im a bad luck magnet. Nothing ever goes as planned for me. Im just so sick of it all. I dont want any of this anymore. This all may make me seem selfish but i just want to be happy.
I’ve never known what it’s like to bust my ass for something I want. I either go about not having it because I don’t want to work hard to get it just incase I fail or I half ass my way just enough to get by. This goes with just about everything. Grades, sports, relationships..
